Thursday, January 2, 2014

I am losing patience

Just thought I'd share.  And not so much losing patience as concerned.  Was supposed to hear some news from Turlach, but now I'm just concerned there's something wrong.  Nothing I can do about it at this point.  

It's hard to watch yourself become less important to your family.  It's hard and it really sucks and it pisses me off.  

I was so unproductive this break.  Was supposed to work and get all these great things done, but I didn't.  I didn't do a thing.  And tonight's the last night I can go visit family, but I don't know if that's going to happen.  I'd like to, and I should, but I'm out of time and definitely out of patience.  it's so time to get back to my real life.