I'm pathetic, yes. Last night I posted a blog on both LJ and MySpace, hoping to reach one specific person. It was a little whiney but 100% true and real about how lonely I am right now. She just doesn't say shit to me anymore. She used to be my best friend. What the fuck. I know she's changed. A lot. And not for the better, that's for sure. But I was hoping we'd still be friends. I don't know why I still want to be her friend. I guess it's because she was my best friend during a very significant part of my life. Maybe I wasn't a good friend back. I don't know. Maybe I'm dillusional to think that I can be friends with someone for a long time.
Whatever. I"m pissed and hurt, but I'll get over it.
Slept all night again. That's three nights in a row!! YAY BRENNAN!
