I don't think I'm getting the level raise I want and need. Hestia and Zeus met. Zeus told Hestia he didn't understand why I want an MBA - I don't need it to be an assistant. WHAT THE FUCK?! Hestia told him I don't want to be an assistant. But I know just where I stand with Zeus. I'll never be anything but an assistant to him. I'm so disappointed and sad. I really love the company I work for. it's the first job i've been proud of and employer i've been proud of, too. I get to do great things, but I dont' fucking get paid for them nor do I get recognition for them. I have to move on. it sucks. It's not even about looking for greener pastures. It's really just about survival now. I can't afford to work here. I'm so fucking disappointed.
I'm so tired, too. Ii'm not getting out of here anytime soon, either.
